
alix lou faucheux — a french demigod that underwent experimentation, causing them to delve into the new beginnings associated with doves. written by GAIZKA (they/any, 20)
FILED INFORMATION
psyche.  Patient 303: delicate, burdensome, innocuous. This particular patient showcases no violence, having expertise in gazing upon doctors with teary eyes and rosed cheeks when quivering their lip. They have an affinity to eye contact but when meeting the gaze, they stare as if looking through you― past the gates to the soul and straight to the core. However, despite conflictions and attempted triggers, nothing causes a violent reaction from Patient 303. The most violence we have gotten from them is raised pitches and emotional outbursts, in which they have beat their fists against their head rather than on the experimenting doctor. We have evaluated that there is no threat level with this child. They showcase traits similar to the animal form they have adapted― shyness, warmth, expressive gestures and high attention rates in active listening. Their personality has not changed post-experiment. preferences.  Prior to experimentation, Patient 303 expressed favour to avian animals and small, furred critters such as marsupials. We believe that their liking for doves in particular may have had influence on their experimented form. They enjoy colder weather; when it had rained, no matter how heavy the downpour, they would insist on going out and staying for the duration of rainfall. On the contrary, they would grow increasingly stressed and overstimulated in hot weather― temperatures from 19 celcius and above were listed as their trigger. When offered a wool blanket, Patient 303 expressed a disturbed reaction and reacted negatively to the fabric; this was tested with other wool products, concluding the correct assumption. On the contrary, they enjoy silk, but not velvet. Cotton, but not leather. Despite having a trait for eye contact, we have acknowledged stress indicators when doing such. fears & flaws.  A multitude of tests were made to conclude a range of phobias and their levels of stress, as well as the fatal flaw that has been found amongst other demigod experiments. For the fatal flaw, temporary bounds of amnesia have caused severe emotional distress when temporarily induced― this suggests that their fatal flaw is linked to clinging to memories too tightly. They have been noted to have an intense emotional and mental connection to the past― both their own and others', which we have seen through our own eyes. As for fears, however, there are quite a lot. Some are minor and common― arachnophobia, claustrophobia and thalassophobia. Others listed are as follows: cleithrophobia, glossophobia, iatrophobia, trypanophobia, and sociophobia. interests.  Mneme was given a multitude of options for hobby work and calibration when in observation. They did not enjoy the physical opportunities; sports, outdoor exploration, and physical exercise. They are impartial to musical hobbies― singing is a favourite, joint closely by piano playing and the lyre. Percussion instruments and brass startle the patient. Artsy crafts, such as drawing, painting and scrapbooking, are all hobbies that Patient 303 have continued to do without being told to try. Out of school subjects, they show an interest to those with structures; mathematics, physics, computer science and crafts that include measurements. It appears that they are perfectionistic in their work, but not in terms of themselves. Listening to music, knitting and collecting are other micro hobbies of theirs. behaviours.  As much as we observe the patient, we have noticed they mimic our behaviours do the exact same― observe. They appear to enjoy "people watching", making comments that they find the person(s) interesting. Upon giving them money and allowing them to make purchases on a multiple-event timeline, there is a possibility that they are an impulsive spender and do not know how to handle money responsibly; they did not save money once. They are more nocturnal in sleeping routines― they sleep late, "nesting" in their bed with requests for more padding material. When in conversation, Patient 303 has a prominent habit of hand tremors that are not a neurological cause― merely nerves. Despite not being sick, this patient will often sniffle, akin to a runny nose symptom. skills.  When asked, Mneme has voiced that they feel that they do not have any skills― they also believe that they do not need to, because there is nothing to prove about themselves. Despite this, we have a list of skills that they do not see themselves. A very creative and active imagination, shown clearly through music, artistry and verbal communication. From observations, they can make very close assumptions to person(s) they have never met before; adding onto this, 303 is acutely aware of their surroundings and has a high rate of attention― we think this is hyperawareness. Often linked with birds such as ravens and crows, they are able to figure out things very quickly. Puzzles, problems, equations, and even conflictions. Intuition is added onto this. health.  Multiple physical and psychological analysis and observations were made with this particular patient, as each process brought up something new. As of now, there are only a few complications. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD); consistent nightmares, hypervigilance, panic attacks, memory relapses during experimentation. Maladaptive Daydreaming; zoning out during verbal communications, losing track of time, talking to imaginative people. Complicated Grief; inability to let go of the past, lingering sorrow that interferes with daily routines, talking to "memories"/imaginative people. Auditory Hallucinations; hearing whispers, hearing distorted music, reliving memories audibly. Chronic Fatigue Syndrome; constant exhaustion, muscle weakness, low endurance. Vestigial Mutation Pain; partial avian features post-experimentation (shifting cartilage), sharp pains along the spine; back; shoulders, migraines when shifting.
DEMIGOD BLESSINGS
Mourning Grace ― Upon touch, 303 can project one's memories (both their own and others) or replay moments from the past in vivid illusions.
Imprinted Memory ― Upon touch, 303 can absorb and preserve memories from a person, object or place; this includes forgotten, supressed or traumatic memories.
Fragile Archive ― By using a symbolic vessel, 303 can store fragments of either their own or a willing person(s) memories. Vessels are not immune to damage, as they take form as any ordinary day object; breaking objects causes the memory to die.
Forget-Me-Not ― Upon touch, 303 can temporarily remove, suppress or weaken the remembrance of memories from a target. They have not been able to self-inflict this.
Dove's Sense ― Upon eye contact, 303 is able to view another's most remembered, vulnerable memory for a few fleeting seconds.
STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES
Due to the nature of both her fatal flaw and her demigod ancestry, 303 struggles with guilt and regret. Letting go of trauma, lost loved ones, and even minor regrets. It can paralyze her in battle, make her vulnerable to manipulation, cause self-doubt and compromise tasks and work.
Suppressing and removing memories may return the memories with emotional weight after a time. Prominent, repeated use of this ability may cause permanent mental damage.
When projecting memories, emotional feedback may harm 303. They also risk getting mentally "stuck" in someone's memory, such as an emotional state.
Despite having memory-related abilities, 303 has memory lapses and temporary amnesia after exerting their powers too much or after being hit on the head.
Related to their post-experimentation animal form, 303 developed Vestigial Mutation Pain― shifting cartilage has been observed during or after transformations, as well as migraines when shifting. Transforming appears to be painful for them.
PATIENT 303: EXPERIMENT DOVE
White doves― symbolic of peace, remembrance and gentle messengers. Upon experimenting, Patient 303 was able to take the form of a sleek, soft-feathered dove with pale eyes and a few dotted black feathers. In this form, they are able to fly short distances silently, produce soft cooing that lulls or soothes minds, and shed feathers that have a calming effect to them. The bodily human form grew to become pale in the skin with a faint sheen under light, with hair remaining a dark black. White feathers can be seen growing in the hair and smaller ones also in the eyebrows. One eye remained black, the other grew to become a pale blue― heterochromatic shift. Feathers or coos produce calming effects and memory unlocks (i.e awakening repressed memories). Unable to maintain dove form for long without physical toll; bones ache, wings molt under stress. Can be caught mid-shift which will cause a grotesque or painfully partial transformation. Dove form is delicate. Injuries taken in the dove form will linger even after reverting, needing to be treated; veterinary care is plausible.Experiment core cause was designed to physically encode mnemonic traits into dove biology. Memory as burden and blessing.
CREDITS

NAME Alix Lou Facheux. NICKNAME/ALIAS Patient 303; Mneme. AGE 16 years. DATE OF BIRTH 19. May. GENDER & PRONOUNS Agender, they/them preference. ORIENTATION Asexual Abroromantic. POSITIVE TRAITS
Empathetic.
Observant.
Calming.
Gentle. NEUTRAL TRAITS
Withdrawn.
Dreamy.
Sensitive.
Polite. NEGATIVE TRAITS
Fragile.
Avoidant.
Burdened.
Emotional. HOUSE Hydor. PHYSICAL HEALTH
- Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
- Vestigial Mutation Pain MENTAL HEALTH
- Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
- Maladaptive Daydreaming
- Complicated Grief
- Auditory Hallucinations HEIGHT 5'6" SPECIES Demigod. GODLY PARENT Mnemosyne. MARKS & SCARS Mole below the bottom lip. PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION Pale clear skin, lower end of mid-size, average height and weight. Hair fluctuates between shoulder length and mid-back, primarily black in colour but sprouts white feathers. Brows are fair, sprouting smaller white feathers. Supple bulbous nose, bowed full lips, eye bags, angular jaw, almond eyes. Heterochromatic post-experimentation, originally both black coloured. Small hands, shoulder width, ribcage width and depth. Wider hip ratio, long leg length, long arm length. Short torso. FACE CLAIM Léa Seydoux. PARENTS
- Lou Floriane Facheux (Mother; Human)
- Mnemosyne (Mother; Titan Goddess) SIBLINGS
- Magdeleine Facheux (Sister; Human)
- Landry Facheux (Brother; Human) SIGNIFICANT OTHER
- N/A PETS N/A OCCUPATION Student at Haventown Preparatory School. LANGUAGES French; Alsatian; English; French Sign Language.
ALIX LOU FACHEUX
trigger warnings. Human experimentation, memory lapses, abduction, transformational pain. backstory. Alix Lou Facheux (Patient 303; Mneme) was born to a mortal mother, one who never spoke about the God who visited her in her dreams— Mnemosyne, Titaness of Memory. When born, the child exhibited an odd sense of serenity and did not cry like normal infants; they were able to still arguments, hush other crying babies, and unearth long-forgotten emotions just by remaining in a room. Despite this, the baby appeared to be troubled— there was a heaviness to them, as if carrying a lifetimes of emotions that were not of her own.At age eight, we took the child.When registered and filed into the system, Alix Lou Facheux was renamed to Patient 303; the number "303" symbolises growth, transformation and spiritual awakening, the angel number of peace and harmony. We decided to integrate Patient 303 into a classified program aimed at infusing memory and psychic resonance into animal forms, using demigod offspring as the conduit. We were not able to retrieve a child of Mnemosyne until now. 303 was deemed perfect: emotionally volatile, spiritually gifted, biologically capable. Surgical, magical and chemical interventions were used to bound the divine essence from 303 to a white dove— the symbol of remembrance. Runes were carved into the bones, feather-producing cells were injected into the follicles, and experimental sigils were seared into the brain. 303 survived, whereas other Mnemosyne products did not.The transformation succeeded, but imperfectly. We were unable to retrieve the child's memory prior to experimentation, and we only have records of the mother's word of tongue. However, 303 could become a dove— sleek, soft-feathered, and near-silent in flight. The coos produced could lull pain and coax repressed memories to the surface— we experimented with more of our traumatic patients to see this through.Issues were prominent. 303 insisted that their bones ached. Their transformations were short-lived and dangerous, and they could easily be caught mid-shift. The patient was labelled as a broken thing by fellow doctors, not really appearing as bird nor person, due to the change in their nature. Their mind bares the weight of every memory they have touched— others', their own, and ours. Past lives they never lived. To remember was no longer a passive act, but a weapon. A burden. A curse.We still attempted to weaponise Patient 303's memory ability for those we wanted to read, but couldn't. 303 was able to project memories that non-consenting patients were hiding. As a whole, the experiment was a success, even if the dove transformation was painful and not utilised often. The true goal was to seize the opportunity to use Mnemosyne's blessings and heighten them to an unnatural degree, as well as to see if they would be able to work in another form.At 14 years of age, 303 escaped.During an outdoor environment experiment, we had thought they had died in a failed test. Unfortunately, they did not. They had barely survived, in fact, and escaped through the forests beyond our laboratory sanctuary. We are not aware of where they have went, nor their status. For all we could know, they could be dead. But, we are positive that it will not be linked back to us— due to 303's prominent memory lapses.
headcanons.
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